tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668033311192491689.post347823077467043951..comments2012-10-20T08:00:10.069-06:00Comments on Just This: Holding OnNowRockshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07879736658180734347noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668033311192491689.post-82269521412649291072010-01-12T11:17:50.420-07:002010-01-12T11:17:50.420-07:00Thank you for sharing this; I know it comes from y...Thank you for sharing this; I know it comes from your heart. I totally get the dream. <br /><br />Here's the thought that came up for me re: getting out of the car - "Will it kill us to get our feet muddy?" Then the answer: YES. I don't like it either. Now I have this mental picture of the two of us standing knee-deep in (and covered with) black, oozy muck, hugging and crying our eyes out. Or are we laughing? I love you, friend.NowRockshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07879736658180734347noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4668033311192491689.post-62411566661051501532010-01-12T10:52:38.479-07:002010-01-12T10:52:38.479-07:00I had a dream...I was in an old car driving throug...I had a dream...I was in an old car driving through muddy muck, slowing down and struggling and eventually coming to a stop. I see another car, this one abandoned, and then a newer car with a young mother & children zoom by and she admonishes me to get out of her way "she has places to go things to do". The thought occurs to me that I am stuck. STUCK STUCK STUCK I regard my dreams as divine help. I feel stuck, no mystery here. Not only has our income dried up, I am reminded almost daily that my liver still battles the HCV, with fatigue, weakness, pain. I am tired of it all, and I am tired of being tired. I say I give up, but that doesn't feel good, I say I surrender, but that's a lie because there is no peace in my statement. Truth is I feel defeated and crushed by life circumstances right now. There is a small place where I realize that this too shall pass, change. Sitting with all this makes me feel vulnerable. I ask how do I get unstuck? How do I move forward? I am so tired of being tired of it and so want to be happy and grateful that I will do anything to change my perspective. And so I wait and anticipate that the answer will come. There is a way out, but I'm afraid I will have to get out of the old car and get my feet muddy.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17387753419565030185noreply@blogger.com